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The Charmer

well as the name suggests..this bloody note is about a charmer ..
remember how guys or us  always pray for getting a girl of our choice  .. and we have a new obsession on every other turn of a road ..
we never think of what the girl would go through if she has to decide among a few guys  .. 
that whom she choose and whom she would decline..
Well i practically fel sorry for the likes of her .. what could be worse than a situation which is this complicated , a situation which is this fudge-d up ...
today is an unusual day .. today i was called a charmer for a reason and i dont know but, 
today i have been proposed and a few proposals showed up in my head and  an old face came up.
I dont know how i got stuck up in this .. , I have helped  many in this matter but cant help myself.. its quite funny how things turn up... it was frustrating turning down a proposal and now i have more to look into .. well guess im not made for such decisions
but i really dont know ,
asking for more time makes me feel im lingering them on.I dont know what to do..
how can this word follow such a havoc ... i dont know and i wish it would have never happened ..
i like myself as i am and just for the sake  of someone calling me a charmer ..
i dont wish to change and i dont know how to behave differently and 
i dont know how to behave accordingly
P.S i recently discovered that my name also means charming   :P
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