Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

i know i shouldn't be posting this but i guess its about time i do let it out .. after all we have to let go if we need to move on . so here is the juice .. i met .. oh sorry " saw " this magnificent creature on 8th of august 2011...  it " wasn't " a love at first sight.. believe me... because back then she was holding back but  yea she looked beautiful in her own way .. the kind whose presence would be an overwhelming calm,  whose presence would be teamed with serenity .. it was amazing because  i kept looking back at her she sat in my ENG 123 second row and 4th seat..  hair tied back into a bun and looking at our teacher as he was asking for introductions..   well that was my highlight of the day ..  first day of college came down to second on the list ..  first was seeing her . Now people usually go crazy about love of their life ( at that particular time ) and, i was crazy too messaging her on facebook now...

its an afternoon like anyother but today is a day to make some decisions .. whats the first time you called someone a  friend.. the first time you played tag, the first time you had a studyaltogether for a moronic exam that you dont care for. well this is usually how we form our bonds .. we form them along the way keeping nothing in mind ..  well my bonds or friends that i made in school  are pretty much diffused in the past now  ... and have a few left .. remember when the count used to go to " i dont know how many friends i have" and  now its just a small meager number .  the friends of my school are still tied to me or more likely its just me tied to them ..but that is how life chooses to move . The friends of school remain behind "in our pasts" while that in the future still remain  unknown .. i bealieve those school friends were good coz  past is always sweet and known .. and not another segment of my friends have...