Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

Something I have learned long back is that LOVE is the only son of a dog (coz I'm feminist), that can drive me to write about something. Rest all I am capable of keeping in. You got that right, yes, it is that time again when I am feeling infatuation, a beautiful someone is seemingly more beautiful than the rest of them. I met her not at some party, bar, club, or disco (i don't go to any of those....... maybe once in a while), no, I met her at a college. Sometimes it's downright funny as to the chain of unforeseen events lead to such happy yet painful accidents. We started a conversation very prior to the scheduled time of discussion and by the end of the day which we both were crawling through (although in different teams), we were friends enough to exchange contacts and all (coz well, let's face it I'm charming, love). Now since that chance meeting, we have met each other a couple of times and I like the time I spend with her and on top of that she is f...

So, I know its been too long since you heard from this fool but I have been occupied otherwise, and it took something really strong to shake me back to my senses and turn to the thing I love. This is in human nature that we are always attracted and obsessed towards things that aren't there with us and neglect those which are, the fickle human mind I tell you!! So you may look at anything and you will see how right I am, you know this nature of ours is so strong that it implies to something as little as weather too, how many times have we wished for rains when it was hot and humid  and how many times we beg for the sun to show up when it is raining for some time. I agree to the fact that excess of everything is bad but all I need to point out is that we never stop looking for something that isn't in our reach, otherwise we do work for it. So, as a younger sibling I was always treated as a being with lesser brain and my 1 and 1/4 years older brother knew it all, I used to feel...

Hey readers hope you are all well!                     Well this particular write up is for a very fundamental matter, and that is love (did you not see it coming). So, as i said it goes out for love, I (in my school time) was a shy one and that is when i encountered 2 girls who met me, i fell for them then they went away, the usual deal. After that came the time when i got admission in LPU and i was so happy that i finally got into an architecture college after failing to do the same in IP or AIEEE. During my time in LPU i was a moderate guy but i think i still was shy, and never exerted my own will onto anything but, i was happy for sure, working my ass off but happy so, life tore me a new one seeing how happy I was in doing the same. That ended it, and the end was brutal, believe me when i tell you that i still dont remember shit from the accident that happened in 2012 but, i can tell you this that my strong hearted brother was cr...

Hey guys and gals ..  (i felt kinda stupid saying guys and gals :P )  so today i had an exam "Introduction To Communication"  you know how you have to fill out the OMR sheets in university examinations well i know and it wasnt any trouble until today when due to some unknown reason my hands wouldnt work as commanded and were going berserk.Regardless, i took to filling the said OMR sheet and then it happened (there are not supposed to be any form of mistakes nay any form even stray marks on the sheet) i darkened a wrong circle and called out to the teacher Me:Sir! there is a little mistake that i have committed. (trying to sound calm)Teacher:this aint little you daft fool this is a mistake that cannot be corrected.Total sadness all around the room perhaps, because i was the only one there at the moment. I being a genius took an eraser and started erasing and voila the problem was solved, i could get along with the rest of the procedure and start my ...

im here again because im troubled and this time too the problem is the same as before, you know recently enough i have started to feel infatuated and obsessed with someone, i talked to her on a phone call and guess what the ear didnt hurt, i dont really get it that why would i get into the same scenario again and again when i know that i will be the incapable one to sustain it any further. i was a good kid back in school i was humble, respectful and one of the most nicest kinds of friend. This would probably feel like im boasting but i was always there to offer help to friends, to teachers, never was i into any fights (its not hard to believe even now) and was never known for any form of indiscipline. Many would say that i hadnt enjoyed my school time as much as i could have i had not been what i was but, i am proud of what i was i was recently remembered by a friend and she felt so happy while talking to me on the phone and she uttered the words " everyone has changed so much...

With only a few hours to the begining of our 2014 we salute to all that has happened in 2013 a very hearty good bye, hope we retain all our learnings, hope we celebrate all our earnings and hope we curb all our yearnings ( now im saying this regardless of the fact that i want a google nexus 5 ). This is a note i wish to put in in to thank all those who have helped me be here and as i am, my parents (well they are usually the first one on the list arent they) i had many disagreements with them year and i faught with them a lot, well you know how parents are they dont stay angry with you for long but i did feel sorry for being a stubborn nitwit :P . Next in line is Jagrit (my brother) well i will be surprised if any guy comes to me and says i m blessed to have an elder brother and niether am i but, (isnt there always a but??) i am blessed to have that idot as my brother coz no matter how rough, raw or stringent ape he might be to me he as done his part and been a loving brother and...

hey readers . Something that has been stuck in my mind for a very long time .   Are you guys familiar with the concept of what goes around comes around . well tell me how that works :P ?? Anyways, is being too sweet good or bad ... i wanna know because its been on my mind for too long .  I am nice to everybody (i hope so ) and sweet to those near me (except my beloved brother ..  i just get on his nerves) . So this has been troubling me from some time ..  i am sweet and nice to people just because i dont wanna leave a bad impression on people.  i try to make everyone smile for we all have something to cry for in the end of the day .  Its quite funny if you think about it .. the first thought registered in your mind  right after reading that line was that what did i had to cry for yesterday ...  its not crying that matters its being sad about something  may it be some loss ,  may it be some kind of disappointment ...

hey .. how are you guys ..?? Today was extraordinary , because today i was travelling :P (sweet right ??) .  well i wont be so sure of it. I was travelling with a single question in mind .  we might have seen .. in the movies (romantic comedies) that the brides have pre-wedding jitters  and sometimes grooms have cold feet hence the title. No please dont jump to conclusions im not getting married . The phrase is associated with marriage but it stands for having the inability to act on oneself's decision.  well that is whats happening here as well . I am low today because of a decision not taken but imposed on me and this i have to live by . I have been looking at it like it was way too far to worry about it just yet . Yesterday i got a wake up call and the decision looked me in the eye and in a taunting tone it asked  " ready for me yet chum?? " .  I was dumbstruck ... thinking that the time had come near enough to face this decision . ...

today is not an ordinary day... :P just wanted to say it... anyways i'll make this one short (i guess) so today as it happenes ... been into the memoirs of the past months..  you know since the tym i have been in delhi and skipped my clg... I have met many ppl during this time frame and fortunately most of them were girls :P jk ..but most of them were girls... so today i told a girl that "i liked her" guess what ... she said "good one" :P but i guess it was the correct reply ... later i explained how absurd it might sound .. but all of that is not important... so i never asked her what she felt , i guess just know that the person knows what i feel is important to me.. i dont wish to know if she feels the same or not .. because no matter what the answer is.. im niether responsible enough nor am i sure if i would stay here any longer .... damn.. delhi dil ke raste mein aa hi jaati hai :P

so anyways .. yesterday was quiet a fun day ... enjoyed a b'day party, met my maternal  relatives (again) . so i was sitting alone deep into my so called thoughts .. i dont know  what induced it but probably out of no where I thought of dancing .. ( u dont know what it feels like when u want to but u just cant ) and then it hit me that i cant ..just yet.. It was an impeccable  timing for the thought because exactly at that moment , a sister of mine decided that it was her fav no. and she wanted me to tag along. so as the situation appeared itself  i decided that its better not to..( c'mon  i know that u just might be thinking that i should try but im pretty sure i wont look good fallen on a dance floor) well thats that.. Been into thoughts for last 2 nights and cant yet decide ... it so happens that i met many ppl during this so called vacation of mine. i have met many ppl and im not bragging but most of them were girls..anyways ...