I wasn't this crass, in the past few weeks my words and my actions have started to have direr consequences. I used to be happier before, I used to be nicer, guess it is now showing as just a façade and the bastard is seeping out. I can't explain the hideousness of my actions but it sure is making people realize what sort of a decrepit imbecile I am. I think I know where I lost my way, it happened the day I started getting what I wanted. Each one hoped to change and maybe keep me (or this could be the narcissist in me talking) but, I never did stay and went back when I wanted to and only know that I'm at an age when this is considered immoral behavior. I only intend to apologize to the ones I did wrong, the ones I treated wrong, in my defense I never did deserve you to begin with, and you were just kind to me and for that, you don't deserve the treatment you get from me. Forgive me!
First of all, fuck you. Now follows the justification, as the title says "love a soul", not anything else, be it a face, bank balance, body and what not. I want to question can you be this narrow and look for a soul, in the world today you talk sweetly to a person and they consider you a creep coz people stopped seeing souls the day social media came into existence. People now only see a wall, a page where you find about a person, and then when she/he stops being a mystery you move on to the next one, thats how sad it is, nobody hangs around to see and know your soul, people have exhausted their attention spans and nobody has the time for falling deep into love. So i would suggest you stop feeding this shit like comfort food to girls and guys and making them believe that there is a chance for true love and when this belief is shattered you on free media would have moved on to paid media.