Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

heyo readers (sometimes i feel like i should write "dear diary" :P :D ) Anyways so here is the deal, been on this thought since last two days and  cant seem to reach its end because every time i think of ending this  something new just knocks on my skull and shouts " you are not done yet ".  So, what happened was that i was thinking on this particular matter and something old  came to me ..  you know how we just love being with our best friends , call them to meet up ,  turn to them for help, ask them for a party coz we managed to pass in a subject with 2 marks.  But, many a times we feel that maybe our best friend doesn't wanna talk to us maybe he/she  grew tired of us and then we start showering the calls , msgs, gifts .. and stuff  just so you can get that one friend back.  This is something i cant understand that why do we act like a underdeveloped imbecile coz we who are capable of change, run...

The day went well, and pretty much stagnant .......   Nothing to do all day .. and  it was a day like any other..during my evening i thought that maybe .. my friend is right.. i should always keep a diary with me .Today i enjoyed the evening though.. the chilly potato were awesome and the noodles were "a cherry on top". Anyways just before  dinner my glasses fell off when i bent down to pic up something .. and this thought was thus induced . that we humans have became accustomed to our senses   so much that even the slightest of disability is not ignored .but rather confronted  . How we care so much for our self that we overlook the need of other.. i was once taught... "rab ko mandiron , mazjidon, girja gharon ya gurdwaron mein nahi .. insaan mein dhoondo" . It is  in no way to critisize the teaching of any religion but this perticular line "insaan mein dhoondo" is taught in every religion. If we are so eger to find god ..  then ...