Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

Something I have learned long back is that LOVE is the only son of a dog (coz I'm feminist), that can drive me to write about something. Rest all I am capable of keeping in. You got that right, yes, it is that time again when I am feeling infatuation, a beautiful someone is seemingly more beautiful than the rest of them. I met her not at some party, bar, club, or disco (i don't go to any of those....... maybe once in a while), no, I met her at a college. Sometimes it's downright funny as to the chain of unforeseen events lead to such happy yet painful accidents. We started a conversation very prior to the scheduled time of discussion and by the end of the day which we both were crawling through (although in different teams), we were friends enough to exchange contacts and all (coz well, let's face it I'm charming, love). Now since that chance meeting, we have met each other a couple of times and I like the time I spend with her and on top of that she is f...

Hey readers, So the fool sat down on the side of a busy road, waiting for a bus to show-up, wondered long and hard at the events of his life as it sprang ahead, as fleetingly as the cars went by. Order, the word order has been something that has dictated all his life, cant remember his life without the order of school introduced in his life. He couldnt conjure up the memories that he might have had as a child but, later when he switched to primary school he was subjected to this routine of getting up by 6:15am and leaving by 7 for school, coming back by 2:00pm and running off to tuition by 3:30pm and so on. the order kept changing though during the course of his lifetimes. it was like he was running a relay race with baton of time at hand. Each relay he completed, he emerged better than the last one, with that order setting-in in his lifestyle. Part One,             the fool got up early, so his brother can have the convenience of a longer sleep (honest...

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Hey people, How have you been?? I was sitting in my class when a though hit me, why do I come to college so.. (Hi Karan, he just walked in, this one is my batchmate, good guy, intellectual and I'm gonna go back don't worry) early in the morning and then the answer came to me, to get a set of notes photocopied (that's for today). So, I walked to the store inside campus and saw it filled with students, wasn't that my initial thought that, no one will be in college so the shop might be empty, but then again I knew its filled in the mornings.           This brought upon the thought of hopeless longings,  waiting  for things that you just know won't happen. You must have a good idea how fate intervenes in stuff, then there is the Murphy's law ( Murphy was a philosopher who stated that when you want something to succeed it usually fails you, FYI these are not his exact words). So, this one girl whom I haven't met in 4 years now tell...

Hey readers hope you are all well!                     Well this particular write up is for a very fundamental matter, and that is love (did you not see it coming). So, as i said it goes out for love, I (in my school time) was a shy one and that is when i encountered 2 girls who met me, i fell for them then they went away, the usual deal. After that came the time when i got admission in LPU and i was so happy that i finally got into an architecture college after failing to do the same in IP or AIEEE. During my time in LPU i was a moderate guy but i think i still was shy, and never exerted my own will onto anything but, i was happy for sure, working my ass off but happy so, life tore me a new one seeing how happy I was in doing the same. That ended it, and the end was brutal, believe me when i tell you that i still dont remember shit from the accident that happened in 2012 but, i can tell you this that my strong hearted brother was cr...

The way you are moving in your sleep, The way you look before you leap.. These strange illusions that you keep.. You don't know But, i'm noticing Your silent wail is a screech to behold .. Your defiance ..when you are complaint is still untold Your breath on a cold winter is the warmth i need.. You don't know But, i'm noticing The dreams that you live on , The thoughts you pick on .. The cold floor you tread on .. The smile u keep on ..is just a camouflage You don't know But, i'm noticing These beautiful tears that you weep , The crazy party sweep, The fantasy of you lurking around , The warm of you in the deep down .. You don't know.. But, i'm noticing A trickle of laugh upon your cheek , Pace of speed among you feet .. The dancing in the rain .. The calm of you where ever you seat... You don't know , But, i'm noticing The fear in the night to walk by, The turn of head side to side , The cheeky laugh of you ...

Fair warning this post is dedicated to one Latika Sachdeva on the occasion of her birthday, tread softly coz she is a sweetheart. So, how are ya lattu,i sincerely wish you the happiest of birthdays, may god bless you and may you never fall short of the things to make you happy. Now throw away the sincerity               its amazing to see such a person who has this aura of happiness around her, i never fail to smile when you are out and about (i smile wiase bhi but you get the gist right?) i still remember the first time you came to class with those big-ass glasses on and a pony that looked like a fountain sprite. You uttered the words " Tu akele kyun baitha rehta hai", I was listening to music but, now you have your wish i dont really sit alone. Baaki teri hassi is LOL, kisi aur cheez se naa sahi teri hassi se hassi aa jati hai.              So, i'll be selfish and wish that you stay smiling beautiful, HAPPY...

Hey how are you all?  So, it struck to me pretty recently that i dont write often enough and i kinda know the reason. But, lemme focus on the days events. It has been a bumpy ride into the second year of the college and I guess I am enjoying college more. I go to my classes and I get to boss around too (what more can you ask for ??).      Today, I chose to accompany two of my friends for the promotional video of our event to be made, as it turns out it was a complete bummer. We started our journey back to college and came face to face with a sucky fact that we could not hitch any ride when our savior came riding on a shimmering white pegasus and offered us help. It was a fellow batchmate who had showed up with a white activa and offered us a lift. We complied to the offer and chose to ride with him.     Here was the adventure, it was 4 of us on one activa which was driven carelessly enough to give a sound person a heart attack, god only knows what held us ...

hey how are you guys and girls ? well guess you are good and this one is just a random note .. does not end with an epiphany or some teaching (not that i usually do that).      so on 30th april 2014 i bid my seniors farewell, of many i wasnt in contact with many hell i barely knew a handful of em. So i guess its obvious i did not have much emotional attachment there but yea i guess i will miss seeing them around with those warm greetings, gonna miss  +Kashish Sharma   although he isnt around much anyway but you know i'll miss him the most coz he is my neighbour :P. Then i will miss a few others like  +Garima Batra  ,  +Sakshi Arora  ,  +Anish Grover  ,  +Varun Tyagi  ,  +Kanik Thakur  , @indepal , @aditya nair ,  +Somali Bajpai  ,  +ritika dhingra  , @sahiba sabbarwal,  +Chirantan Khastgir  ,  +Agney Mulay  , +Pushkar Hans   and many more. so guess a f...

Heyo readers,         Its been a while since i wrote my emotions and this is because you all got a competitor to whom i tell my feelings instead of indulging you guys. I am back here because i wanted to share this one with you all. I have recently learned that it does take loss for one to become expressive in one way or the other and to us (i cant say teenager any more) love is the usual loss or so we believe.        Today, i wont talk of love. well, i will try not to talk about love. The name of the note is so because i dont remember what was the last feeling i held within me. Everything is hysterical to me, no matter what it is. It is said to be a fool's trait who blurts out everything without thinking of the consequences. Guess i knew that for long enough thus the "extraordinary fool". Well, forgive me for i am not a man of my word, so coming back to my favourite topic LOVE. It has been sometime since i gave this advice to a friend "speak your...

Ever felt a warm glow, ever wondered where it might take you in its flow. there is a certain calm in this journey under your shade, amongst my ambitions i lost sight of what would be the ramifications each step i was timid, each time i only tried to be rigid forgive me now for i still dont know how, to keep you happy, for it just seemed easy and sappy. Don't know much about love, i understand it now i was always too selfish for i never knew how. i realized it yesterday what i might be feeling today, could it be love, i can't seem to push you away. no matter how hard i fought it, she just never bought it, her simple okay was quiet evident the sudden drawl was not so reluctant, the simple "ok", turned heavy and many syllables strode down to long, unwanted decent. i could sense her heavy voice i couldn't hear among the noise, for defeating this devilish love i tried to see the angels of reason up above, i tried to push her away but i never noticed that i went into ...

Happy today- something is different well,then comes the "Personal Influence Theory" into play . I just remembered that, yesterday evening it was 2 friends teasing me about Her. I guess the influence of their meaningless and vain chatter has set in. Since morning i am listening to the heart warming, life affirming and stupid love songs, to be honest its just one in particular "Ishq Bulava" an OST of Bollywood movie "Hasee Toh Phasee". A movie in which the leading hero falls for his fiancee's sister who was banished from the family. So I guess the concept of 'Forbidden Love' is in motion here. Trust me im not the kind to fight even for my limitations. It so happened during the class that our lecturer was teaching and I out of habit of being an insufferable know it all completed his sentence with a peculiar word "BELOVED" while it was to be friends and colleagues (i so wanted to shoot myself that i uttered something and that too under t...

The excitement of first love was overwhelming but then again guess im not mature at all and i got the wandering heart syndrome( #made up disease). I got to thinking that if I love this girl shouldnt i put her first, shouldnt i care for her like hell, shouldnt i be hers but im not ... I kinda got thinking over it yesterday, a whole day i didnt talk to her properly and nothing no feeling of guilt came upon me and i realized it then and there that i had to tell her that i dont love her but merely infatuated to her, she is one of those beautiful girls who can be surprisingly cute and charmingly stunning at the same time and i played the timid guy before telling her about what i felt but, the thought of hurting her later down the road. So, today i backed out i retaliated from the situation so as to avoid any further contempt. No matter how hard i thought about it i couldnt reach an alternate conclusion. Out of the few things that have been constantly taught to me is that never break what y...

Hey guys and gals ..  (i felt kinda stupid saying guys and gals :P )  so today i had an exam "Introduction To Communication"  you know how you have to fill out the OMR sheets in university examinations well i know and it wasnt any trouble until today when due to some unknown reason my hands wouldnt work as commanded and were going berserk.Regardless, i took to filling the said OMR sheet and then it happened (there are not supposed to be any form of mistakes nay any form even stray marks on the sheet) i darkened a wrong circle and called out to the teacher Me:Sir! there is a little mistake that i have committed. (trying to sound calm)Teacher:this aint little you daft fool this is a mistake that cannot be corrected.Total sadness all around the room perhaps, because i was the only one there at the moment. I being a genius took an eraser and started erasing and voila the problem was solved, i could get along with the rest of the procedure and start my ...

im here again because im troubled and this time too the problem is the same as before, you know recently enough i have started to feel infatuated and obsessed with someone, i talked to her on a phone call and guess what the ear didnt hurt, i dont really get it that why would i get into the same scenario again and again when i know that i will be the incapable one to sustain it any further. i was a good kid back in school i was humble, respectful and one of the most nicest kinds of friend. This would probably feel like im boasting but i was always there to offer help to friends, to teachers, never was i into any fights (its not hard to believe even now) and was never known for any form of indiscipline. Many would say that i hadnt enjoyed my school time as much as i could have i had not been what i was but, i am proud of what i was i was recently remembered by a friend and she felt so happy while talking to me on the phone and she uttered the words " everyone has changed so much...

hey ..i have been moost recently introduced to this new phenomenon.  it is quite an eyeopener that i was struck upon this little yet grave problem.i dont like to talk much my school frends know about this (#sarcasm) (joke of the century. Neverthless, i havent taken up talking too much in my new college and i seem to enjoy myself regardless. it took me about 2 weeks till i judged almost everyone for what they are, i mean like i got party animals, people that are friendly, people that are introverts and extroverts, seen shy people and a couple of loudmouths. i have already formed this perception about many and it seemed an easy job for studying them was quite an intresting job , you know like observing (believe i have learnt quite a bit) but, now it seems i didnt see them at all. i made a mistake, i judged a book by its cover and dont know anymore if i know anyone at all .seems like me trying to stay off of them kept them away so much that i never got to know them, only a faint...

heyo ppl... guess i have ran out of stories .. .. but no matter .. got something to say .. , i want something to be shared , want something to be heard .. Its quite surprising to me .. but yes .. i want it all to happen again ... to go back to the childhood , to feel the rain ... to shout out a friends name, standing under the burning sun  and calling him out to play , that "red letter", that game of "cricket", the stupid "hide and seek", the tiring game of "tag" . go back into the time where .. i did not differenciate .. neither caste nor religon , when love was another "yucky" something and friendship was all that i knew.. a time when my lunch was eaten by my former friends before i had a chance at it.. would love to jump in the puddle again , would love a game of basket ball again, would love to love again ... alas time has its on repurcussions .. all the love stories i have ever had were meaning less and it kept ha...

i know i shouldn't be posting this but i guess its about time i do let it out .. after all we have to let go if we need to move on . so here is the juice .. i met .. oh sorry " saw " this magnificent creature on 8th of august 2011...  it " wasn't " a love at first sight.. believe me... because back then she was holding back but  yea she looked beautiful in her own way .. the kind whose presence would be an overwhelming calm,  whose presence would be teamed with serenity .. it was amazing because  i kept looking back at her she sat in my ENG 123 second row and 4th seat..  hair tied back into a bun and looking at our teacher as he was asking for introductions..   well that was my highlight of the day ..  first day of college came down to second on the list ..  first was seeing her . Now people usually go crazy about love of their life ( at that particular time ) and, i was crazy too messaging her on facebook now...

m in a certain upheaval.. two girls i have know for a year ,  were bestest (oh yea bestest is now a word) of friends . you know the kind you  always imagine in a pair , the kind who will always laugh together , cry together  (hope it never happens) the one pair to joke together and the one pair to work together ...   like socks (weird analogy ... lemme try again) .. a keyboard ..  now with the keyboard you just assumed the mouse yourself didnt you ..  Thats the kind of friends they are. We being humans always have a tendency to create differences ..  we have never heard of a son who never fought with his mom ,  a daughter who never complained to her dad ,  a brother who doesnt defy his sister or brother. We have believed that we get to chose our friends but there is always a time when we reach an impasse with those FRIEND(s) and it is inevitable that we eventually lose em . why do we let...

heyo readers (sometimes i feel like i should write "dear diary" :P :D ) Anyways so here is the deal, been on this thought since last two days and  cant seem to reach its end because every time i think of ending this  something new just knocks on my skull and shouts " you are not done yet ".  So, what happened was that i was thinking on this particular matter and something old  came to me ..  you know how we just love being with our best friends , call them to meet up ,  turn to them for help, ask them for a party coz we managed to pass in a subject with 2 marks.  But, many a times we feel that maybe our best friend doesn't wanna talk to us maybe he/she  grew tired of us and then we start showering the calls , msgs, gifts .. and stuff  just so you can get that one friend back.  This is something i cant understand that why do we act like a underdeveloped imbecile coz we who are capable of change, run...