Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

The way you are moving in your sleep, The way you look before you leap.. These strange illusions that you keep.. You don't know But, i'm noticing Your silent wail is a screech to behold .. Your defiance ..when you are complaint is still untold Your breath on a cold winter is the warmth i need.. You don't know But, i'm noticing The dreams that you live on , The thoughts you pick on .. The cold floor you tread on .. The smile u keep on ..is just a camouflage You don't know But, i'm noticing These beautiful tears that you weep , The crazy party sweep, The fantasy of you lurking around , The warm of you in the deep down .. You don't know.. But, i'm noticing A trickle of laugh upon your cheek , Pace of speed among you feet .. The dancing in the rain .. The calm of you where ever you seat... You don't know , But, i'm noticing The fear in the night to walk by, The turn of head side to side , The cheeky laugh of you ...

Ever felt a warm glow, ever wondered where it might take you in its flow. there is a certain calm in this journey under your shade, amongst my ambitions i lost sight of what would be the ramifications each step i was timid, each time i only tried to be rigid forgive me now for i still dont know how, to keep you happy, for it just seemed easy and sappy. Don't know much about love, i understand it now i was always too selfish for i never knew how. i realized it yesterday what i might be feeling today, could it be love, i can't seem to push you away. no matter how hard i fought it, she just never bought it, her simple okay was quiet evident the sudden drawl was not so reluctant, the simple "ok", turned heavy and many syllables strode down to long, unwanted decent. i could sense her heavy voice i couldn't hear among the noise, for defeating this devilish love i tried to see the angels of reason up above, i tried to push her away but i never noticed that i went into ...

ts been a few months since i have felt any infatuation  since i have felt that yes .. i am in love .. its quiet sad .. that it takes that feeling to think enough to write my own thoughts... aaj mann hai phir kisi k pyaar mein padne ki, aaj zaroorat hai phir kisi k liye dil leke girne ki.  woh zehr peena hai phir ek baar..   woh yaar laado phir se mujhe pyaar,  woh aankhe jinme saari kaynaat dikh jaye , woh muskurahat jisme hum mit jaye,  dard bhi hai hazaaron ki koi hai nahi, sukoon ka katraa toh mijaye,  kya sochti hai yeh soch ki galiyaan .. kyun lagti nahi pyari ab phoolon ki kaliyan..., aaj rukh mud jataa hai un gum ke bazaaron ko, kabhi dil cheekhta hai  pukaarta hai dil k khareedaron ko .. kehte hai dil-on k dukaandaar bohot hai  kehte hai dil-on k sahukaar bohot hai .. bas naaseeb uss ek raqeeb ko dhoonta hai  jo baant sake ye dard kuch aur kataaron ko  and i choose to contradict ...

I can't feel my heart my brain is futile.... Each breath dearth of sane.I am senile... Your love is no sugar its like a drug .... it holds me tight no matter how much i shrug my addiction to it is stronger than that to life each morning i rise with it but its nothing more than a vice With each glance at you my heart pounds stronger my brain leaves its thoughts and goes  yonder The poison u make me take is all i got.. i know its you becoz i felt ur scent.. coz i cant be mistaken when i'm awake By the end of life all i ask is u by my side the last moment when i'll be with you I'll quit the drug and leave a world full of smiles for you...