Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

Hey readers hope you are all well!                     Well this particular write up is for a very fundamental matter, and that is love (did you not see it coming). So, as i said it goes out for love, I (in my school time) was a shy one and that is when i encountered 2 girls who met me, i fell for them then they went away, the usual deal. After that came the time when i got admission in LPU and i was so happy that i finally got into an architecture college after failing to do the same in IP or AIEEE. During my time in LPU i was a moderate guy but i think i still was shy, and never exerted my own will onto anything but, i was happy for sure, working my ass off but happy so, life tore me a new one seeing how happy I was in doing the same. That ended it, and the end was brutal, believe me when i tell you that i still dont remember shit from the accident that happened in 2012 but, i can tell you this that my strong hearted brother was cr...

heyo ppl... guess i have ran out of stories .. .. but no matter .. got something to say .. , i want something to be shared , want something to be heard .. Its quite surprising to me .. but yes .. i want it all to happen again ... to go back to the childhood , to feel the rain ... to shout out a friends name, standing under the burning sun  and calling him out to play , that "red letter", that game of "cricket", the stupid "hide and seek", the tiring game of "tag" . go back into the time where .. i did not differenciate .. neither caste nor religon , when love was another "yucky" something and friendship was all that i knew.. a time when my lunch was eaten by my former friends before i had a chance at it.. would love to jump in the puddle again , would love a game of basket ball again, would love to love again ... alas time has its on repurcussions .. all the love stories i have ever had were meaning less and it kept ha...

hey readers . Something that has been stuck in my mind for a very long time .   Are you guys familiar with the concept of what goes around comes around . well tell me how that works :P ?? Anyways, is being too sweet good or bad ... i wanna know because its been on my mind for too long .  I am nice to everybody (i hope so ) and sweet to those near me (except my beloved brother ..  i just get on his nerves) . So this has been troubling me from some time ..  i am sweet and nice to people just because i dont wanna leave a bad impression on people.  i try to make everyone smile for we all have something to cry for in the end of the day .  Its quite funny if you think about it .. the first thought registered in your mind  right after reading that line was that what did i had to cry for yesterday ...  its not crying that matters its being sad about something  may it be some loss ,  may it be some kind of disappointment ...

Today i just got excited about my reunion ..  man! seeing my old school friends again .. the boasting of hey i got this and got rewarded that.. The exciting laughs of my friends  the squeals of joy .. and astonishment ....im sure anybody who loved their school life would be there.. so what caused the confusion was that.. „ǝɹoɯ ǝɔuo pǝʌoן ı ǝuo ǝɥʇ ɥɔʇɐɔ oʇ ɹo spuǝıɹɟ ʎɯ ʇǝǝɯ oʇ ǝɹǝɥʇ ƃuıoƃ ı sɐʍ„ to see the smile again ,to hear the laughter again.. to see her dancing or to see her talking maybe to see her laugh on my jokes or maybe to see her turn my jokes down saying " it was a pj" dont know if its a need or its a stark greed to see her is to feel excited .. or is it to be dead indeed.. the bare fact  that she smiles..... is the sole reason that everything is suffice.. the confusion is mind boggling this longing.. is it just a vice .... dont know what's right and what stands among the truth as bare lies but one thing is true ..untill she cares ...