Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

hey ..i have been moost recently introduced to this new phenomenon.  it is quite an eyeopener that i was struck upon this little yet grave problem.i dont like to talk much my school frends know about this (#sarcasm) (joke of the century. Neverthless, i havent taken up talking too much in my new college and i seem to enjoy myself regardless. it took me about 2 weeks till i judged almost everyone for what they are, i mean like i got party animals, people that are friendly, people that are introverts and extroverts, seen shy people and a couple of loudmouths. i have already formed this perception about many and it seemed an easy job for studying them was quite an intresting job , you know like observing (believe i have learnt quite a bit) but, now it seems i didnt see them at all. i made a mistake, i judged a book by its cover and dont know anymore if i know anyone at all .seems like me trying to stay off of them kept them away so much that i never got to know them, only a faint...

well dont worry looking at the topic..  i had to come up with something..wanna target one thing in particular in this scribble  so, what happened yesterday  was that, i stumbled onto a thought.. i was wondering that why cant we humans value what we posses rather, we hopelessly long for something  we dont have.. our ability to take  things for granted is deteriorating our chances of what we may get..  because since every human mind goes the same way people around them think .. we have to sustain on such heartless maneuvers such as ignorance .. in order to make the person fall for us..they dont consider the fact that there is a 50% chance of  loosing him/her as well. we humans thrive on the technicality that we cant live alone ..  and its true.. those who do live alone are either senile or dead so i dont know but i guess it might  act as a message to people.. that ignoring the one u l...