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Hysteria

Heyo readers,
        Its been a while since i wrote my emotions and this is because you all got a competitor to whom i tell my feelings instead of indulging you guys. I am back here because i wanted to share this one with you all. I have recently learned that it does take loss for one to become expressive in one way or the other and to us (i cant say teenager any more) love is the usual loss or so we believe.
       Today, i wont talk of love. well, i will try not to talk about love. The name of the note is so because i dont remember what was the last feeling i held within me. Everything is hysterical to me, no matter what it is. It is said to be a fool's trait who blurts out everything without thinking of the consequences. Guess i knew that for long enough thus the "extraordinary fool". Well, forgive me for i am not a man of my word, so coming back to my favourite topic LOVE. It has been sometime since i gave this advice to a friend "speak your mind". This particular sentence was in order to help him solve a few problems, i used to see him fighting with a girl over petty and unimaginably hilarious matters. I told him that he should speak what ever is there on his mind, voice his thoughts so there are no latent misunderstandings lurking around. So it would come clear to either of them that they are in love with the other (other being a girl might not say it first because it is India) or they are not.
      It hit me after giving this advice that i had another epiphany and it said that voicing your thoughts have consequences too, and that too are of drastic nature. I havent told him about the latter yet but i guess something good might come to fruition from this Hysteria.

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  1. One Word: Exceptionally Brilliant.

    You carved the words as if a sorcerer magicks the scene in front of my very eyes. The dilemma and tension building in your mind is very real and sensible - I would've done the same.

    Btb, I hope the guy confronts the girl. That would make another great story.

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    1. glad you enjoyed it although i doubt the sincerity of your words for the words far exceed the deserved praise and given i was your classmate it is very likely that you are just messing aroung

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