Contentment

its been quite some time since something struck this head of mine ..and 

thought i should express this one thought that has been just strolling in my extremely excited brain

it started about 4 days back .

its is pretty humane to feel a rush of excitement and i am quite human so i get excited a lot .

I remember that when i was a kid we used to travel to Punjab in trains and no matter

how bad the ride was gonna be (i ended up sick after most of em ) but i was never able to

sleep the night before the journey . The path was always the same old monotonous one and

so was the interior but, it never thwarted that excitement .

Gradually i became older and lost this excitement . There are always some feelings in life

which are forgotten because they get suppressed to extreme . Exempli gratia

that feeling of enjoying a lolly pop ..

how many of you readers remember it ... ?                               

#Gotcha ... 

anyways so coming back to the topic at hand

" four days back on thursday night that feeling of invigorating excitement came back .

I couldnt sleep the whole night regardless of how tired i was . My eyes just wouldnt stay shut. 

It was about 5 am and i fell asleep and woke up 45 minutes later without any feeling of prior alarms or stuff but,

I guess i knew why i couldnt sleep . That feeling was back for sure and

this time it was for the so called admission verification process .

Going for the final step to achieve what i wanted and for which my emotions were in chaos .

That document submission was probably the longest thing i ever underwent and after all 

that i had it in my hand.

My seat in one of the best Colleges for journalism and mass communication . "

after grabbing that the fatigue hit me and i wanted to fall down on a bed and

sleep to the content of my heart .. not that it needed any more contentment .

"i was dead tired that day .. you know the feeling after the accomplishment ? that was it ."