Today I had an unusual air of calm inside my lungs. Today I was in no hurry to get up and go to work, I knew that sleeping in 30 minutes more wont hurt anybody, I walked to the Metro train station in a long 10 minute walk (it takes me precisely 7 minutes to get to the station from my home) and i was fine, not put of breath in any way, I was subjected to the same unrelenting crowd of rajiv chowk and I didnt care. In the metro I didnt offer my seat to any (coz no one aged nor any woman in need appeared) as I got the seat during the last leg of my journey.
I got to my workplace only to realize that I had left my key at home but, instead of calling everyone with the key to hurry to the workplace, I waited it out. This new feeling of calm is elevating, Im worried for nothing and this maybe the first time in my entire life that Im worried for nothing. No, doors need to be locked, no switches need to be turned off, no deadlines to meet and no love to greet. There is a profound happiness that was always there but overwhelmed by worries, today those worries are nowhere in sight. I am easily recalling jokes today, I have a couple of things in the back of my mind but they are ineffective to on this newfound high Im going through.
Life seems sorted as of now, and perhaps this is why i feel so free, as my application has been completed and i have to wait for some time to get the result, thus i am waiting patiently, lets see how this turns out when it does, till then, i'll keep this !!
I got to my workplace only to realize that I had left my key at home but, instead of calling everyone with the key to hurry to the workplace, I waited it out. This new feeling of calm is elevating, Im worried for nothing and this maybe the first time in my entire life that Im worried for nothing. No, doors need to be locked, no switches need to be turned off, no deadlines to meet and no love to greet. There is a profound happiness that was always there but overwhelmed by worries, today those worries are nowhere in sight. I am easily recalling jokes today, I have a couple of things in the back of my mind but they are ineffective to on this newfound high Im going through.
Life seems sorted as of now, and perhaps this is why i feel so free, as my application has been completed and i have to wait for some time to get the result, thus i am waiting patiently, lets see how this turns out when it does, till then, i'll keep this !!
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