Expectations

a year back (almost) ...

i had a girl who was barely a "hi" and "hello" friend

became a close friend.now we used to to meet everytym we were both in delhi

and have " maggi and iced tea " together.and we spent many a fun evenings together ...

i helped her get a boyfriend that she liked before ... and we used to chat ..

talk abt college and the work, the friends and the teachers .

.now recently since the accident, i asked her once if she wanted to meet and

she said yea..

but, unfortunately i couldnt for i had to c my brother and my mom off...

later on she didnt reply of chats on fb so i thought she might be busy..and

i let it be ..

but recently i c her online and every time i go through the online list and i c her there..

something inside me wants me to ask " hey lets meet up" and i know im being the

arrogant ,egoistic maniac..

but i dont wish to b a pile on in any way..

and thus i choose to leave her alone ...

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