Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

heyo this one is as its title says a mix and match of a few things. First, i caught up with a friend, and it was lovely although i have lost a particular fragment of her memory, i dont remember her laugh, funny thing to forget though but i cant remember the way she used to laugh although i do remember an incident where she cried, i caught a glimpse of her fleeting and that is a prominent memory that i remember and to that a friend of her who was walking behind packed up her things and uttered "stupid indians". That is one memory that survives. Second, i have seen one of the most gorgeous girls of the world, she is literally breathtakingly beautiful. No, i am not in love but you really dont need a lovers eyes to admire her, it just comes naturally. She doesnt hold a mask of beauty but is indeed a beautiful person inside, trust me i know her a bit. Third and last i dont know if i have written the gibberish above in my senses or not, just wanted it out 

Been troubled by this one word for quite some time and I bet my sexy ass that fate holds something in future where I would want the same I won't get it. But coming onto the matters of now I really don't see myself inclined towards the docile concept of forgiveness. I am getting a no. Of chances where I get to forgive people and I am in defiance. I don't know if I am falling as low as the offenders ? Seems like I don't care I prefer to be like this. Seems to make my life easier, no complications, no 2-faced person etc.. Its funny how people think that resolving things makes everything ok. A famous saint of india ( India is known for that isn't it?) said "Rahiman dhaaga prem ka mat todo chattkaye, tute toh phir na jude-e, jude-e gaanth pad jaaye. Meaning O man, don't stretch the string of the bond of love so far that it breaks, if broken it is never the same even if tied. So I dare question the fact that is it OK to break the bond at your will ...

Hey readers How is life guys ?? There has been a substantial decrease in my episodes of overwhelming emotions. Now a days its just the good old me and that too a happy one but (There is always a butt), traveling still has that un-altering effect. When you see the trees running by, showing you the path you travel on, treading under a sky that looked exactly like it did while an incident happened in your life. It is amazing how familiar threads in the web of memory tangle and there is a impalpable desire to untangle it. I had the pleasure to travel the same way that I used to while I was studying at my university in punjab and the threads that I managed to pluck on were pretty crazy. The first day at the place The first friends I made The foreign teachers I had The amount of work I used to do (I should've been paid for all that) The first love of the university The bonds that I formed. So you know the tendency of the human mind about how it sees the doom and glo...

Hello readers. How are you all? It has been some time since I had this kind of flood of emotions again. This time it literally is what the topic says . I CANNOT RECOGNIZE MYSELF. The guy who was usually referee to as a week, caring, thoughtful, I am looking at him in the rear view mirror.   I abused someone today I shouldn't have but I guess I reached my breaking poin.you know how  before any confrontation a script runs in your head ..?  Well mine went something like this I have lost every shred of respect I had for you, you have managed to hurt me to an extent where I have to abuse you.you bear no more importance to me and I would be happy if you died because you existence is not doing anyone any good. I dong know from where did all this came from but, there is more to this . I don't know for sure if I did but I think I hurt someone and I don't feel guilty about it, maybe because of the recent activities but doesn't that make me a horrible person?? I had recently...

hey how are you guys and girls ? well guess you are good and this one is just a random note .. does not end with an epiphany or some teaching (not that i usually do that).      so on 30th april 2014 i bid my seniors farewell, of many i wasnt in contact with many hell i barely knew a handful of em. So i guess its obvious i did not have much emotional attachment there but yea i guess i will miss seeing them around with those warm greetings, gonna miss  +Kashish Sharma   although he isnt around much anyway but you know i'll miss him the most coz he is my neighbour :P. Then i will miss a few others like  +Garima Batra  ,  +Sakshi Arora  ,  +Anish Grover  ,  +Varun Tyagi  ,  +Kanik Thakur  , @indepal , @aditya nair ,  +Somali Bajpai  ,  +ritika dhingra  , @sahiba sabbarwal,  +Chirantan Khastgir  ,  +Agney Mulay  , +Pushkar Hans   and many more. so guess a f...

Hello readers ,          How is it hanging?? Well today i guess i spent the most awesome day of my life until now. I cannot indulge you in any details coz that will be like screwing your day over (trust me it was that awesome).        I am here to write the note regardless so i guess i bring you the learning of the day. It is not very often that we get what we want from the life. In a book called "The Secret" the author explained how the universe works in relation to our thought process. When we think of things we picture it happening, like you want to eat a chocolate, now in your mind you will picture yourself eating a chocolate. The universe will take that image into account and will eventually deliver according to how strong your want is. This applies as a disadvantage too, thinking about not falling while riding a bicycle makes you picture yourself falling off the bike and thus fear becomes stronger and stronger till you fall. So, in sho...

Heyo readers,         Its been a while since i wrote my emotions and this is because you all got a competitor to whom i tell my feelings instead of indulging you guys. I am back here because i wanted to share this one with you all. I have recently learned that it does take loss for one to become expressive in one way or the other and to us (i cant say teenager any more) love is the usual loss or so we believe.        Today, i wont talk of love. well, i will try not to talk about love. The name of the note is so because i dont remember what was the last feeling i held within me. Everything is hysterical to me, no matter what it is. It is said to be a fool's trait who blurts out everything without thinking of the consequences. Guess i knew that for long enough thus the "extraordinary fool". Well, forgive me for i am not a man of my word, so coming back to my favourite topic LOVE. It has been sometime since i gave this advice to a friend "speak your...