Been troubled by this one word for quite some time and I bet my sexy ass that fate holds something in future where I would want the same I won't get it.
But coming onto the matters of now I really don't see myself inclined towards the docile concept of forgiveness. I am getting a no. Of chances where I get to forgive people and I am in defiance. I don't know if I am falling as low as the offenders ?
Seems like I don't care I prefer to be like this. Seems to make my life easier, no complications, no 2-faced person etc..
Its funny how people think that resolving things makes everything ok. A famous saint of india ( India is known for that isn't it?) said "Rahiman dhaaga prem ka mat todo chattkaye, tute toh phir na jude-e, jude-e gaanth pad jaaye.
Meaning
O man, don't stretch the string of the bond of love so far that it breaks, if broken it is never the same even if tied.
So I dare question the fact that is it OK to break the bond at your will and tie it to your will and still think the person will be as stupid to go through it again.?
Today I had an unusual air of calm inside my lungs. Today I was in no hurry to get up and go to work, I knew that sleeping in 30 minutes more wont hurt anybody, I walked to the Metro train station in a long 10 minute walk (it takes me precisely 7 minutes to get to the station from my home) and i was fine, not put of breath in any way, I was subjected to the same unrelenting crowd of rajiv chowk and I didnt care. In the metro I didnt offer my seat to any (coz no one aged nor any woman in need appeared) as I got the seat during the last leg of my journey. I got to my workplace only to realize that I had left my key at home but, instead of calling everyone with the key to hurry to the workplace, I waited it out. This new feeling of calm is elevating, Im worried for nothing and this maybe the first time in my entire life that Im worried for nothing. No, doors need to be locked, no switches need to be turned off, no deadlines to meet and no love to greet. There is a profound happiness that...
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