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heyo
this one is as its title says a mix and match of a few things.
First, i caught up with a friend, and it was lovely although i have lost a particular fragment of her memory, i dont remember her laugh, funny thing to forget though but i cant remember the way she used to laugh although i do remember an incident where she cried, i caught a glimpse of her fleeting and that is a prominent memory that i remember and to that a friend of her who was walking behind packed up her things and uttered "stupid indians". That is one memory that survives.

Second, i have seen one of the most gorgeous girls of the world, she is literally breathtakingly beautiful. No, i am not in love but you really dont need a lovers eyes to admire her, it just comes naturally. She doesnt hold a mask of beauty but is indeed a beautiful person inside, trust me i know her a bit.

Third and last i dont know if i have written the gibberish above in my senses or not, just wanted it out 

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