Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

Hello readers. How are you all? It has been some time since I had this kind of flood of emotions again. This time it literally is what the topic says . I CANNOT RECOGNIZE MYSELF. The guy who was usually referee to as a week, caring, thoughtful, I am looking at him in the rear view mirror.   I abused someone today I shouldn't have but I guess I reached my breaking poin.you know how  before any confrontation a script runs in your head ..?  Well mine went something like this I have lost every shred of respect I had for you, you have managed to hurt me to an extent where I have to abuse you.you bear no more importance to me and I would be happy if you died because you existence is not doing anyone any good. I dong know from where did all this came from but, there is more to this . I don't know for sure if I did but I think I hurt someone and I don't feel guilty about it, maybe because of the recent activities but doesn't that make me a horrible person?? I had recently...

hey how are you guys and girls ? well guess you are good and this one is just a random note .. does not end with an epiphany or some teaching (not that i usually do that).      so on 30th april 2014 i bid my seniors farewell, of many i wasnt in contact with many hell i barely knew a handful of em. So i guess its obvious i did not have much emotional attachment there but yea i guess i will miss seeing them around with those warm greetings, gonna miss  +Kashish Sharma   although he isnt around much anyway but you know i'll miss him the most coz he is my neighbour :P. Then i will miss a few others like  +Garima Batra  ,  +Sakshi Arora  ,  +Anish Grover  ,  +Varun Tyagi  ,  +Kanik Thakur  , @indepal , @aditya nair ,  +Somali Bajpai  ,  +ritika dhingra  , @sahiba sabbarwal,  +Chirantan Khastgir  ,  +Agney Mulay  , +Pushkar Hans   and many more. so guess a f...

Hello readers ,          How is it hanging?? Well today i guess i spent the most awesome day of my life until now. I cannot indulge you in any details coz that will be like screwing your day over (trust me it was that awesome).        I am here to write the note regardless so i guess i bring you the learning of the day. It is not very often that we get what we want from the life. In a book called "The Secret" the author explained how the universe works in relation to our thought process. When we think of things we picture it happening, like you want to eat a chocolate, now in your mind you will picture yourself eating a chocolate. The universe will take that image into account and will eventually deliver according to how strong your want is. This applies as a disadvantage too, thinking about not falling while riding a bicycle makes you picture yourself falling off the bike and thus fear becomes stronger and stronger till you fall. So, in sho...

Heyo readers,         Its been a while since i wrote my emotions and this is because you all got a competitor to whom i tell my feelings instead of indulging you guys. I am back here because i wanted to share this one with you all. I have recently learned that it does take loss for one to become expressive in one way or the other and to us (i cant say teenager any more) love is the usual loss or so we believe.        Today, i wont talk of love. well, i will try not to talk about love. The name of the note is so because i dont remember what was the last feeling i held within me. Everything is hysterical to me, no matter what it is. It is said to be a fool's trait who blurts out everything without thinking of the consequences. Guess i knew that for long enough thus the "extraordinary fool". Well, forgive me for i am not a man of my word, so coming back to my favourite topic LOVE. It has been sometime since i gave this advice to a friend "speak your...

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Ever felt a warm glow, ever wondered where it might take you in its flow. there is a certain calm in this journey under your shade, amongst my ambitions i lost sight of what would be the ramifications each step i was timid, each time i only tried to be rigid forgive me now for i still dont know how, to keep you happy, for it just seemed easy and sappy. Don't know much about love, i understand it now i was always too selfish for i never knew how. i realized it yesterday what i might be feeling today, could it be love, i can't seem to push you away. no matter how hard i fought it, she just never bought it, her simple okay was quiet evident the sudden drawl was not so reluctant, the simple "ok", turned heavy and many syllables strode down to long, unwanted decent. i could sense her heavy voice i couldn't hear among the noise, for defeating this devilish love i tried to see the angels of reason up above, i tried to push her away but i never noticed that i went into ...

heyo readers A very big thank you to you all for my blog has crossed the 1000 hit mark. Although this is my first immature attempt at writing and hope you guys have liked it (do tell me if you havent because then i would have to correct it) So now i would like to take a walk down the memory lane.. wait im not gonna do that .. might as well walk you through some selective or as i call em "Frivolous thoughts" 1. It has been over a year since i have been brushing up my graphology skills and it is now a habit that i tend to read any handwriting that lies in my field of vision. I have done an analysis of the whole class except of one certain individual and she keeps on denying my offer to examine her handwriting, and this has led to me thinking that maybe there is something that she wants to hide. For all those who dont know it yet "CURIOSITY IS A BITCH" 2.I got a little movie (short film) to be shot tomorrow and i was trying to get the cast ready when a certain act...