Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

m in a certain upheaval.. two girls i have know for a year ,  were bestest (oh yea bestest is now a word) of friends . you know the kind you  always imagine in a pair , the kind who will always laugh together , cry together  (hope it never happens) the one pair to joke together and the one pair to work together ...   like socks (weird analogy ... lemme try again) .. a keyboard ..  now with the keyboard you just assumed the mouse yourself didnt you ..  Thats the kind of friends they are. We being humans always have a tendency to create differences ..  we have never heard of a son who never fought with his mom ,  a daughter who never complained to her dad ,  a brother who doesnt defy his sister or brother. We have believed that we get to chose our friends but there is always a time when we reach an impasse with those FRIEND(s) and it is inevitable that we eventually lose em . why do we let...

heyo readers (sometimes i feel like i should write "dear diary" :P :D ) Anyways so here is the deal, been on this thought since last two days and  cant seem to reach its end because every time i think of ending this  something new just knocks on my skull and shouts " you are not done yet ".  So, what happened was that i was thinking on this particular matter and something old  came to me ..  you know how we just love being with our best friends , call them to meet up ,  turn to them for help, ask them for a party coz we managed to pass in a subject with 2 marks.  But, many a times we feel that maybe our best friend doesn't wanna talk to us maybe he/she  grew tired of us and then we start showering the calls , msgs, gifts .. and stuff  just so you can get that one friend back.  This is something i cant understand that why do we act like a underdeveloped imbecile coz we who are capable of change, run...

heyo readers ,  so get this .. isnt it universal that when you want something you cant find it and if you "dont want it" it is always there . The most idiotic of things happened 2 days back .. now i dont know is someone was playing me or its was real  but i guess it worked regardless .  i was at a certain place for a period of a year or so.. and came across someone.. you all know how the story turns filmy when you are in love but i will stick to infatuation since love is still a hard word to come by .  Now that particular someone was (dont read it is all the same lovey-dovey.. mushy stuff) beautiful enough to  make me go to that place every time and everyday, the idea of pouring my heart out seemed senseless at that particular time. During that particular time i would actually kill someone in order to see that smile.. but i couldnt give mine ..i guess i wanted to stay there to see her smile (selfish lol ).  So, back on track, all the time at that...

With only a few hours to the begining of our 2014 we salute to all that has happened in 2013 a very hearty good bye, hope we retain all our learnings, hope we celebrate all our earnings and hope we curb all our yearnings ( now im saying this regardless of the fact that i want a google nexus 5 ). This is a note i wish to put in in to thank all those who have helped me be here and as i am, my parents (well they are usually the first one on the list arent they) i had many disagreements with them year and i faught with them a lot, well you know how parents are they dont stay angry with you for long but i did feel sorry for being a stubborn nitwit :P . Next in line is Jagrit (my brother) well i will be surprised if any guy comes to me and says i m blessed to have an elder brother and niether am i but, (isnt there always a but??) i am blessed to have that idot as my brother coz no matter how rough, raw or stringent ape he might be to me he as done his part and been a loving brother and...

hey readers . Something that has been stuck in my mind for a very long time .   Are you guys familiar with the concept of what goes around comes around . well tell me how that works :P ?? Anyways, is being too sweet good or bad ... i wanna know because its been on my mind for too long .  I am nice to everybody (i hope so ) and sweet to those near me (except my beloved brother ..  i just get on his nerves) . So this has been troubling me from some time ..  i am sweet and nice to people just because i dont wanna leave a bad impression on people.  i try to make everyone smile for we all have something to cry for in the end of the day .  Its quite funny if you think about it .. the first thought registered in your mind  right after reading that line was that what did i had to cry for yesterday ...  its not crying that matters its being sad about something  may it be some loss ,  may it be some kind of disappointment ...

hey .. how are you guys ..?? Today was extraordinary , because today i was travelling :P (sweet right ??) .  well i wont be so sure of it. I was travelling with a single question in mind .  we might have seen .. in the movies (romantic comedies) that the brides have pre-wedding jitters  and sometimes grooms have cold feet hence the title. No please dont jump to conclusions im not getting married . The phrase is associated with marriage but it stands for having the inability to act on oneself's decision.  well that is whats happening here as well . I am low today because of a decision not taken but imposed on me and this i have to live by . I have been looking at it like it was way too far to worry about it just yet . Yesterday i got a wake up call and the decision looked me in the eye and in a taunting tone it asked  " ready for me yet chum?? " .  I was dumbstruck ... thinking that the time had come near enough to face this decision . ...

heyo ppl .. whats up .. ?? so since today afternoon a question has been pondering in my mind .. and boggling it that what could be the possible cause of this certain compliment i got (its a request to those who read this .. plz do tell what was the compliment you recieved and has been the most flattering ).. so until today afternoon it was only one compliment that i usually received and was the best compliment i have ever had .." you are sweet " . I guess i might appear all sweet and nice to most and thus was by far the most favorite compliment i have ever had . Its an unearthly joy to put a smile on someone's face .. may it be needed or not . We find many in our life that are there to cause enough sorrow its just nice to leave ppl with a smile , a happy thought .. the feeling is amazing .. so the compliment you get most often is the one that defines your character .. dont you think so??? .. because that is whats people's perspective towards ...