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hey peeps

So how are you guys??

I hope you guys are well and good and so am I.

Well, IDK where to start, where to give the details and where to end (you predicted the "where to end right.. Now stop smiling). My absence on this particular site or on my blog has been because i have lost the reason to write. That tumour of emotions that used to build-up in my head is no longer there, I have lost the filter that used to work while I talked.

Dont really know what the problem is but, its gone alright. So this one wont be a product of a well thought out dilemma but, a simple, crude and unattractive piece of writing. So, as the name suggests "IDK" i dont really know what has been going on from a few weeks now but, i feel empty inside, im a tad more reckless nowadays and i have the audacity to write this  and im one who hides his feelings (or so i thought).

Recently been pointed out to hone a lot of negativity as well, god I dont know where is this driving me but, i sure as hell am not on the right path.

good night for now
hope to see you soon

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