Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

On Friday, in the bus as I was commuting to my college i was lucky enough to find myself a seat but, come Peeragadi(a bus stop) an elderly person just walked by and i being a good samaritan offered my seat to which he graciously agreed and even thanked me for it. Seeing the bus in a now crowded state I took to my seat right above the front wheel of the bus but, was stopped in mid-way and got offered a seat by another elderly gentleman who was alighting the bus soon. He said in his somewhat coarse voice "sitting on this is not safe" I being the stubborn one said "its safe, i usually travel like this". Then came the exasperation.           I was Listening to the songs on my playlist when something caught my eye, it was a girl (Low hanging fruit this side :D ), this girl studies in my college I thought but then why have i never seen her perhaps, I'm not looking at the right place. Nevertheless, she is very beautiful and I had this sudden urge to see her smile ...

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Hey people, How have you been?? I was sitting in my class when a though hit me, why do I come to college so.. (Hi Karan, he just walked in, this one is my batchmate, good guy, intellectual and I'm gonna go back don't worry) early in the morning and then the answer came to me, to get a set of notes photocopied (that's for today). So, I walked to the store inside campus and saw it filled with students, wasn't that my initial thought that, no one will be in college so the shop might be empty, but then again I knew its filled in the mornings.           This brought upon the thought of hopeless longings,  waiting  for things that you just know won't happen. You must have a good idea how fate intervenes in stuff, then there is the Murphy's law ( Murphy was a philosopher who stated that when you want something to succeed it usually fails you, FYI these are not his exact words). So, this one girl whom I haven't met in 4 years now tell...

          I wasnt a very adorable/cute/gorgeous kid when I was in school and used to think "What If??", what if I had that girlfriend, I would never be that guy who would fight with her, be possessive and claim victory to have won her over from some other guy and if not all that I would definitely not be someone who uses the word 'Love' incessantly and with benightedness .           Hey guys, I come before you jumbled, I so wish I would have stayed the kid, someone who hadn't have to grow with time. During my school i was always jealous of those guys walking around with their girlfriends, someone whom they can pour their heart out to and could care for (the idea of being a narcissist is appealing but, one cannot deny that sometimes even I care for another), or could atleast have some part of the love reflected back at them. Well enough, it is said correctly that one shouldnt get things before his due time, because time here is the de...

hey I bring forth something that has happened in most people's lives and if not then pray it never happens!! Because I am not really making it up when I tell you that everything you choose in your life happens according to that choice. I read this particular phrase somewhere that " We All Love Whats Broken And Beautiful"  So, i have known this for quite sometime that in order to be desirable I need to be broken since i cant do much for beauty (believe me that shit isnt my forte). So I started wishing if only i was broken and i just wasnt, been always too happy and cheerful when presented to others, kinda hid my emotions often and i preferred it that way. This was probably the reason I have had faced rejection more than once, because I dont open myself up to anyone, not even the ones I wanted to open my heart to. Then again, somethings arent meant to happen. I eventually understood my mistake and opened up to one girl whom I liked but, I freaked out when i started fa...

hey so today i recite something to you and leave it for you to decide if its fiction or true!! He sat there, without intent, without thought, staring into the computer screen with an empty mind. He didnt know what he was thinking, if he was thinking. His attention was gathered back by that one friend of his working right next to him on the said screen "so there shouldn't be a transition here!!" said the friend with an unwavering voice. Who is the girl he asked, to which the friend replied, gotta ask the host whose party it was. I was lost in her movements, thought i had a smile on my otherwise blank face. Her hair flying around and those earrings dangling, couldn't Its beautiful i uttered and stepped away tell what was more beautiful the beating of my heart or those earrings in her sway.

hey peeps So how are you guys?? I hope you guys are well and good and so am I. Well, IDK where to start, where to give the details and where to end (you predicted the "where to end right.. Now stop smiling). My absence on this particular site or on my blog has been because i have lost the reason to write. That tumour of emotions that used to build-up in my head is no longer there, I have lost the filter that used to work while I talked. Dont really know what the problem is but, its gone alright. So this one wont be a product of a well thought out dilemma but, a simple, crude and unattractive piece of writing. So, as the name suggests "IDK" i dont really know what has been going on from a few weeks now but, i feel empty inside, im a tad more reckless nowadays and i have the audacity to write this  and im one who hides his feelings (or so i thought). Recently been pointed out to hone a lot of negativity as well, god I dont know where is this driving me but, i sure ...