Chronicles of an Extraordinary Fool

          I wasnt a very adorable/cute/gorgeous kid when I was in school and used to think "What If??", what if I had that girlfriend, I would never be that guy who would fight with her, be possessive and claim victory to have won her over from some other guy and if not all that I would definitely not be someone who uses the word 'Love' incessantly and with benightedness .           Hey guys, I come before you jumbled, I so wish I would have stayed the kid, someone who hadn't have to grow with time. During my school i was always jealous of those guys walking around with their girlfriends, someone whom they can pour their heart out to and could care for (the idea of being a narcissist is appealing but, one cannot deny that sometimes even I care for another), or could atleast have some part of the love reflected back at them. Well enough, it is said correctly that one shouldnt get things before his due time, because time here is the de...

hey I bring forth something that has happened in most people's lives and if not then pray it never happens!! Because I am not really making it up when I tell you that everything you choose in your life happens according to that choice. I read this particular phrase somewhere that " We All Love Whats Broken And Beautiful"  So, i have known this for quite sometime that in order to be desirable I need to be broken since i cant do much for beauty (believe me that shit isnt my forte). So I started wishing if only i was broken and i just wasnt, been always too happy and cheerful when presented to others, kinda hid my emotions often and i preferred it that way. This was probably the reason I have had faced rejection more than once, because I dont open myself up to anyone, not even the ones I wanted to open my heart to. Then again, somethings arent meant to happen. I eventually understood my mistake and opened up to one girl whom I liked but, I freaked out when i started fa...

hey so today i recite something to you and leave it for you to decide if its fiction or true!! He sat there, without intent, without thought, staring into the computer screen with an empty mind. He didnt know what he was thinking, if he was thinking. His attention was gathered back by that one friend of his working right next to him on the said screen "so there shouldn't be a transition here!!" said the friend with an unwavering voice. Who is the girl he asked, to which the friend replied, gotta ask the host whose party it was. I was lost in her movements, thought i had a smile on my otherwise blank face. Her hair flying around and those earrings dangling, couldn't Its beautiful i uttered and stepped away tell what was more beautiful the beating of my heart or those earrings in her sway.

hey peeps So how are you guys?? I hope you guys are well and good and so am I. Well, IDK where to start, where to give the details and where to end (you predicted the "where to end right.. Now stop smiling). My absence on this particular site or on my blog has been because i have lost the reason to write. That tumour of emotions that used to build-up in my head is no longer there, I have lost the filter that used to work while I talked. Dont really know what the problem is but, its gone alright. So this one wont be a product of a well thought out dilemma but, a simple, crude and unattractive piece of writing. So, as the name suggests "IDK" i dont really know what has been going on from a few weeks now but, i feel empty inside, im a tad more reckless nowadays and i have the audacity to write this  and im one who hides his feelings (or so i thought). Recently been pointed out to hone a lot of negativity as well, god I dont know where is this driving me but, i sure ...

Hey readers hope you are all well!                     Well this particular write up is for a very fundamental matter, and that is love (did you not see it coming). So, as i said it goes out for love, I (in my school time) was a shy one and that is when i encountered 2 girls who met me, i fell for them then they went away, the usual deal. After that came the time when i got admission in LPU and i was so happy that i finally got into an architecture college after failing to do the same in IP or AIEEE. During my time in LPU i was a moderate guy but i think i still was shy, and never exerted my own will onto anything but, i was happy for sure, working my ass off but happy so, life tore me a new one seeing how happy I was in doing the same. That ended it, and the end was brutal, believe me when i tell you that i still dont remember shit from the accident that happened in 2012 but, i can tell you this that my strong hearted brother was cr...

Hello readers, how have you been? Im here to share another peculiar observation from my life. It has been 3 semesters of my college and 12 years of schooling that has made me realize something integral. Now, you might think "its so cynical this guy thinks" but, alas I cant help it.           So, rat race as the tittle says is me referring to the journey of life and is has become a rat race for everyone who is born. A race where there is a dearth of compassion for our fellows, where we overlook everything for our own profit. You see everyday people, hordes of em, struggling through the buses and the metros each with a destination to reach. Too bad during this struggle we have forgot our being, it is almost a regular business where I have to intervene in "bus fights" and break them up. sometimes its the guy asking for another to walk with care, sometimes its another asking some guy to vacate the seat, and god knows what.           I am...

Hello Readers, How are you all? Welcome to yet another chronicle of this extraordinary fool.                            This one took place on a Thursday morning, you know how those busy mornings are, you leave the house with a piece of toast sticking out from your mouth, your bag hanging on your shoulder, that quick pace in your walk looking at your watch from now and then. I got to the bus stand adjoining to my colony "Vikas Kunj Apartments", the bus stop is that of "District Center" which is at a 5 minute walking distance from it (its so confusing to tell people on which bus stop they should get off). Well, then began the everlasting wait for a bus that just doesn't show up .. and when it came it just didnt stop on its designated spot so I had to run for it (you know how they say your life flashes in front of your eyes, that shit ain't true) and when I ran I dont know what it was on the road but i slipped and ...