Skip to main content

The Demanding Idiot

heyo 
how are you guys  
so this one is regarding my recent activity ...
i posted an idiotic status just for fun and got i dont know what kind of replies ..
well let me bore you from the beginning  .. 
it was a really pleasant Thursday morning .. the sky was just white .. patched with grey clouds ..
you just know how that weather makes you feel ..makes every breath so fresh to inhale ..
makes ever gush of wind all the more special and you just open your arms,
the smile that it puts on your face , the jump it let's in in your dull pace ...  
you just wanna shout out loud .. no matter who hears it ... the feeling is downright amazing 
well i was in the middle of when the mischief stuck my mind .. 
i just wanted to say that " i wanna fall in love" the follow up was only a joke .. but it was that day when
i realized then, that only friends understand .. the rest will always misunderstand ...
Bhavul took it right .. he understood then and there that i was kidding and maybe "ROFL" is still unknown to many. :D
 But i wasn't shocked .. until yesterday when i had to go on a road trip  
accompanying 2 friends for an internship and  then it hit me ..
what was all so vulgar or repulsive in the question of me asking for love ...
i can bet my worthless life on the fact that i have provided with enough love and it wont be a crime
if i ask for some back ...that day is when i came to know how putrid man has become ...
the idea of " an eye for an eye" is remembered by everyone and
the idea of loving the one who loves you back is now just a cheap perversion nothing more ..
I strongly believe that if you get loved .. im sure you can love back for your " EGO " isnt hurt .. but
we are too hell bent on the fact that " our ego is hurt by bowing down or coming down to
pick someone up  .. even if it is our fault to have thrown or let that person down "  
its is an appalling  truth that in this so called modern world we have forgotten to love back ..
i mean how difficult is it .. to thank a person who offered their hands for you to step on ..
and all you can be is this narcissist ...i bet we all see amazing things in this world full of charming,
appealing, tempting, hilarious, and tedious scenarios ..but
i assure you, we are all so hell bent on figuring the big picture that we have abandoned the little details 

Comments

  1. Or maybe, it was just an exercise in futility ;)
    Anyway, I do strongly believe that facebook statuses are just that, they are statuses - they are taken at their face value and even then they doesn't warrant a second glance (if it does not applies to you).
    That is our inherent imperfection mingling with the new age lack of retention prowess.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. well i respect your perspective but, i intend to pose a bigger question for which you have to look beyond the "FACEBOOK STATUS"

      Delete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Happy Happy Calm

Today I had an unusual air of calm inside my lungs. Today I was in no hurry to get up and go to work, I knew that sleeping in 30 minutes more wont hurt anybody, I walked to the Metro train station in a long 10 minute walk (it takes me precisely 7 minutes to get to the station from my home) and i was fine, not put of breath in any way, I was subjected to the same unrelenting crowd of rajiv chowk and I didnt care. In the metro I didnt offer my seat to any (coz no one aged nor any woman in need appeared) as I got the seat during the last leg of my journey. I got to my workplace only to realize that I had left my key at home but, instead of calling everyone with the key to hurry to the workplace, I waited it out. This new feeling of calm is elevating, Im worried for nothing and this maybe the first time in my entire life that Im worried for nothing. No, doors need to be locked, no switches need to be turned off, no deadlines to meet and no love to greet. There is a profound happiness that...

The Narcissist

heyo ... Perhaps i was wrong ... maybe this need to write just doesnt thrive on the feeling of love or any such problem ... its just the feeling of being that makes me write these notes ... so been sometime since i have been told by an astrologer that i will be sensitive (emotionally) for 10 years , long time .. well 2010 was the beginning of it and 2020 will be the supposed end of it .. so been thinking on how can i become emotional all of a sudden .. and then it hit me .. i have been writing since 2010 only , been noticing little details since then only ..  so conclusion i twisted something in order to fit something ... but yea while the topic is at hand i suddenly lack empathy for others and started taking care of my own self ..  i supposedly won "the most compassionate Mira-ite" award (i saw the name on the trophy just a few weeks back and got it that it was a title given to me only .. although i have no memory of getting it ).. so that com...

Contentment

its been quite some time since something struck this head of mine ..and  thought i should express this one thought that has been just strolling in my extremely excited brain it started about 4 days back . its is pretty humane to feel a rush of excitement and i am quite human so i get excited a lot . I remember that when i was a kid we used to travel to Punjab in trains and no matter how bad the ride was gonna be (i ended up sick after most of em ) but i was never able to sleep the night before the journey . The path was always the same old monotonous one and so was the interior but, it never thwarted that excitement . Gradually i became older and lost this excitement . There are always some feelings in life which are forgotten because they get suppressed to extreme . Exempli gratia that feeling of enjoying a lolly pop .. how many of you readers remember it ... ?                ...