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The Demanding Idiot

heyo 
how are you guys  
so this one is regarding my recent activity ...
i posted an idiotic status just for fun and got i dont know what kind of replies ..
well let me bore you from the beginning  .. 
it was a really pleasant Thursday morning .. the sky was just white .. patched with grey clouds ..
you just know how that weather makes you feel ..makes every breath so fresh to inhale ..
makes ever gush of wind all the more special and you just open your arms,
the smile that it puts on your face , the jump it let's in in your dull pace ...  
you just wanna shout out loud .. no matter who hears it ... the feeling is downright amazing 
well i was in the middle of when the mischief stuck my mind .. 
i just wanted to say that " i wanna fall in love" the follow up was only a joke .. but it was that day when
i realized then, that only friends understand .. the rest will always misunderstand ...
Bhavul took it right .. he understood then and there that i was kidding and maybe "ROFL" is still unknown to many. :D
 But i wasn't shocked .. until yesterday when i had to go on a road trip  
accompanying 2 friends for an internship and  then it hit me ..
what was all so vulgar or repulsive in the question of me asking for love ...
i can bet my worthless life on the fact that i have provided with enough love and it wont be a crime
if i ask for some back ...that day is when i came to know how putrid man has become ...
the idea of " an eye for an eye" is remembered by everyone and
the idea of loving the one who loves you back is now just a cheap perversion nothing more ..
I strongly believe that if you get loved .. im sure you can love back for your " EGO " isnt hurt .. but
we are too hell bent on the fact that " our ego is hurt by bowing down or coming down to
pick someone up  .. even if it is our fault to have thrown or let that person down "  
its is an appalling  truth that in this so called modern world we have forgotten to love back ..
i mean how difficult is it .. to thank a person who offered their hands for you to step on ..
and all you can be is this narcissist ...i bet we all see amazing things in this world full of charming,
appealing, tempting, hilarious, and tedious scenarios ..but
i assure you, we are all so hell bent on figuring the big picture that we have abandoned the little details 

Comments

  1. Or maybe, it was just an exercise in futility ;)
    Anyway, I do strongly believe that facebook statuses are just that, they are statuses - they are taken at their face value and even then they doesn't warrant a second glance (if it does not applies to you).
    That is our inherent imperfection mingling with the new age lack of retention prowess.

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    1. well i respect your perspective but, i intend to pose a bigger question for which you have to look beyond the "FACEBOOK STATUS"

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